August 01

I closed my eyes to start my meditation and  I noticed a flower was placed in the spot where I usually visualized a protective fog.   I heard  a song with these lyrics, “..Jesus is looking for volunteers today, to go to the field and work for him, who is willing to hear his voice….”

At the same instant I saw Jesus running towards me very enthusiastic.  He jumped a wooded fence that I built in my landscape before.

He held his tunics and jumped up the fence! , once close to me said, ”come with me I want to show you something.”   at the same time he grabbed my hand and started running.  Ahead, I saw a  rough made wooden path  under the shade of  a bunch of trees for a second, I felt in doubts of wether or not to keep going  under that path. Jesus said while running, “yes, I ‘m Jesus  from Nazareth”

I turned back to check  if there were any angels around.  Then Jesus stopped, bends down, held my two hands and said, “how many angels do you want? ‘ -he smiled and kept saying,”’ you will have  as many  angels you need, look again.” So I turned around and I turned around  I saw endless amount of angels on the sight, behind me. All of them were wearing  working clothing, simple dresses.   I felt embarrassed for my doubts and I also, wanted to cry for the love I felt.

After that, we walked under those trees and I saw a clear open sky, very bright.   There was a hill up ahead and on the top was a huge   under the tree.

Under the tree there was a picnic table.  When we got closer, I saw a bunch of kids of all races sitting down on the grass across the hill.  Every child had  papers and color pencils on front of them.

Jesus said with a happy expression “Can you believe that!, I have them working, what do you think?”even before I could said a word, he said, “Do you see that table?, I want you to teach them!”.  I said,-“me?, what? to teach them to paint?.! I was stunned by the sight.

Then, Jesus added, “That table is for you, check it out you have all the things you like a glass for your water or tea ”.   I was speechless, because of the love he emanated then he said, “go ahead take a look at your items and the paper on the table.’

On the paper, there was a drawing of a sail boat.  He was almost on the ground with his legs bended, very excited. Then  I saw a lamb walking around, he ignored it and he insisted, “what do you think?” and I said, “Do you want me to go somewhere?” -he didn’t answer.  He just lifted his eye brows searching for an answer.  I answered, “If I go can my husband go with me?” when I looked at him he was shaking his head left and right as my petition sounded cute.

Then he started saying something, but I couldn’t , so I started praying.  I said, I don’t know what you just said, he replied, ‘ I told you no to worry about it, everything will come to you at the right time’

Doubts filled my heart again, so  I talked to him as any other regular  guide and I asked the typical question for a guide,  do you have a present for me?, then Jesus with tears on his face said, ”what about the eternal life, is it good for you? I felt the tears on my face on the meditation and physically . I asked myself do I really deserve it?

I asked him if it was the right day to invite the friend he wanted me to help to provide a Reiki session for and he said, ‘everything that comes out from your heart, will turn out  for good and I will be with you in every session, have faith’