September 29 – “Just give without expecting anything in return”

September 29

I prayed and started meditation because I needed guidance. When I closed my eyes I started to recite psalm 91 quote, ”

Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High
    will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
 I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress,
    my God, in whom I trust.”

 3 Surely he will save you
    from the fowler’s snare
    and from the deadly pestilence.

He will cover you with his feathers,
    and under his wings you will find refuge..”

Although I hadn’t planned to do that, it was a part of me doing it.   then, I saw Jesus sitting on a bench, and he had big white wings coming out of his back.   At the same time I saw what looked like somebody shoot out an arrow and it was flying through the air to  my left side on the sky.  Also, I saw images of a dog or a cat’s face superimposed on Jesus’ face. I started walking towards my canopy in the mediation.

I noticed that archangel Michael was walking beside me.  I turned to look at him and he was holding a bow in one hand and an arrow in the other.   Also, he was dressed in a colorful, metallic fabric, he was also wearing a black messenger bag that crossed the front of his chest.

Then I heard a song,  it was a hymn with a marching rhythm and we were walking in pace with the song.   When we arrived at my canopy, I sat down on a large yellow pillow and Michael stood outside as usual.  I saw an image of a hibiscus flower floating in the air.  All of a sudden, I saw myself standing in front of Jesus where I saw him before (previous meditation)sitting on the  bench, and he had big wings coming out from his back.   It was the same bench where he sat before during the meditation of September 15.   And  again he was holding a paper scroll, but this time there was some fog that swirled around the air. The fog took  the shape of  a big writing feather. Then Jesus said,  “Write about your life. Write your life experiences, and then look for patterns.”   He had a white glow around him, and it was very bright.

I asked Jesus what I should do because a woman had read his messages and she became obsessed about them.   I didn’t know that she had a mental condition when I shared the messages with her. Jesus answered, “Have the same compassion for people as you do for animals.”    Then he stood up and placed a crown made of holly branches on my head.   I noticed that he placed one on archangel Michael as well.

Jesus sat down and unrolled the paper again saying, “Write about your new life  and the new creature you have become.” I asked him to place a healing touch on my chest, because my heart was having abnormal palpitations then he answered, “The new heart I gave you is working on finding the compassion, forgiveness, peace, and love you are praying for.”

I replied, “Dear Lord, help me to find those feelings, stay with me and guide me.” He smiled with compassion in his eyes for my petition. He tilted his head to the side and said, “I told you, I’m with you. I’m also in your heart.”   When he said that phrase, I physically felt that my heart beat was harder and jumped in my chest.

Jesus added, “Until you find compassion for people with the same mental situation as that woman is, you will be surrounded by them.”  Then, I saw the faces of some friends and acquaintances who I either didn’t share much  time with them or I’ve chosen not to share time with them, because I suspected mental problems.

Then Jesus, moved a large stone in front of me.  Somehow I knew that I would find help in Jesus as the rock of my strength. I told him, “When I’ve showed sympathy for people, I got hurt. What can I do?” Jesus lifted his dress and showed me all of the scars on his back  I was in shock of the scars  and he said, “Just give without expecting anything in return.  You do it sometimes.

I said, “Thank you,” to him, and I opened my eyes. I was stunned by his wisdom.  When closed my eyes to say thank you then  I saw the image of an apple,  I have seen an apple during previous meditations, but this time, I saw the apple crystal clear. There was a bee flying close to the apple  and I heard the voice of Jesus saying, “Watch for the bees.   Apples attract bees, and bees sting.”

I heard his voice and he said, “help them to heal”, “teach them about what love is and write your positives experiences”

Impromptu messages: August-September-“You have to be reborn”

Messages that I spontaneously while I was not meditating: August-September

These are some of the personal messages that were given to me either driving to work or working at home. They came as phrases placed in my mind when I didn’t expect it. Sometimes they came with words that are not in my daily vocabulary.

I want to share them with you, because they may be useful in your daily reactions to various situations.

– I was listening music while driving and the phrase, “You have to be reborn,” came into my mind. I also got the same phrase while I was running errands.  I interpreted the term ‘reborn’ to mean baptized, and I haven’t done that yet since Jesus asked me to do it during an August meditation.

– While I was outside gardening, I was thinking about how to solve a family conflict. The phrase Jesus told me during meditation was placed in my mind again, “Remember, you were placed there to pray for them and to provide them support.”

“Pray now.” I frequently get this request during the night.

– I was organizing a flower arrangement I donated to a church, with the intention of convincing Jesus to change the mission he had asked me to do. Then I heard him say, “Do you think you can make deals with your creator?” I knew this message came from Jesus because I felt peace in my whole body, and because the firmness of how it was said.

– When I heard on the news that our bank was hacked, I ran out to get some cash. While I was driving I was told, “What little faith you have. You are already protected.” On my way back home from the bank I was told, “That money soon will be useless. It won’t have any value.”

– One afternoon I invited my husband to eat outside during a weekday, just to relax our minds. When I parked by the movie theater I was told, “This world as you know it won’t be here anymore.”

September 24 -“Attention all creatures of Earth, I will back soon.”

September 24

That day, I spend almost the whole day gardening preparing for a celebration on Sunday.  After I was done, I entered in meditation in oder to find a relax state of mind.  I prayed and started walking in meditation towards my canopy.  I noticed Archangel Michael was walking next to me.

Then,  I thought, ‘ the angel is still here, so the mission  Jesus assigned to me is still on” I looked from the corner of my eyes and he was wearing a leather glove. It was made of several small belts all the way until his elbow high.

Before I got into the imaginary canopy where I usually sit to rest, and I saw Jesus standing next to the path. His hair looked shorter and he also had a golden halo around him. His eyes were very clear and they showed happiness and love. I also felt his compassion.  From where I was standing, I noticed my canopy was improved, it had walls and a window, it looks like a wooden cabin now.  I knew it was Jesus’s work.

I was about to ask help to process forgiveness towards a person, but even before I start talking he took off a long leather necklace that he had on his neck. The necklace had  a wooden cross hanging from it and he hanged it around   my neck, then he said, “ My sacrifice on the cross was to forgive everyone’s sins, so can you”

Following that amazing teaching, he made a gesture of pulling something out from my chest and it appeared a red apple on his hand, then he smiled.  Even though, I didn’t understand what the apple meant, his smile reflected his wisdom.

On the other hand, something that  caughed my attention  was the clean white  silky robe he was wearing and in each crest of  it looked fluorescent blue.  After that, he guided me towards my imaginary river and he was telling me to take it easy on the garden work that  everything it was turned out fine. Then a big rock showed up closed to the river and I heard.

“Christ will  stand before you there on the rock at Horeb, and you shall strike the rock, and water shall come out of it and the people will drink. “

He grabbed water and poured on my head and with a big smile on his face  he placed a crown on my head.  It was made by orchids flowers. Also, he appeared a canvas on a tripod and he remind me to finish an oil landscape  painting I was working on.   He had a brush and painted a heart on the canvas and said, “search forgiveness in your heart, its there” then he mentioned something about March 18 that I cannot recall, he said, that I will remember when the time its right.

I was so happy with that vision, but I had to attend other things in the house, so I begged permission to come back to see him in 10 minutes.  I told him, ‘please, as my birthday present I want to see you in a little bit’.  He only smiled.

15 minutes later, I closed my eyes and came back into meditation and there  was Jesus! standing next to a hot air balloon and he was holding the door of the basket for me to step in, so I did.

Then he got in the basket as well  and we started to elevate  in the air.    When we were closed to the sun, I noticed the sun flares looked like the isolated images I saw days before.  The solar flares, turned into impatient flowers, the colors were very vibrant and they were red and yellow as they were painted in oil.  Also, I saw a small lightning bolt and I heard, “it will resurface as the Phoenix bird” 

All the sudden, I saw the hot air ballon from another angle and what it seems to be our  long black hair flowed over the side of the basket and the air became the image of a  like an oil spill falling all the way down.  I asked Jesus,  where the angels were and I haven’t seen them for a while then  he said, “really?, look down” and I saw a line of angels holding hands reaching from the balloon to the ground like a rope.

Once the air baloon reached up closer to a point Jesus said, “Attention  all creatures of Earth, I will come back soon”

I asked him about a situation with a person and how he perceived the messages and Jesus answered while he showed me an image of the evil one  who looked like made a metal creature trapped between  two cement walls and Jesus said, “Be careful and aware that the lion knows his time is short for he is desperate, so he doesn’t want  the messages to reach out to people”

I thanked Jesus for such beautiful  vission. I opened my eyes and I was no longer exhausted for my gardening work.

September 23 -” There is no need to rush”

September 23

I prayed and entered in meditation and I saw Jesus standing on the side of the path. He had one arm extended pointing at the path with a smile on his face.

While walking on the path he provided some personal advices. These are some of them.

-Regarding the work he asked me to do he said, “don’t do it in hurry. There is no need to  rush”

I mentioned our moving plans and that winter was closing in and he said with a smile, “around February”, but no further explanation. I replied that winter was already here and I was running out of projects in my garden.

Also, I added that I  felt bored and lonely- then he said, “if you move now, you will feel even lonelier, because you won’t know anyone in the new area” I said, “I will be working with my husband in our new house projects then.  He smiled and said, “don’t rush, you have to trust, and let me guide you”.

At the end, I gave thanks for his companionship and advices. I also, acknowledge  that he didn’t have to answer my questions, and I left the meditation

September 17- “I stand at the door and knock”

September 17

I prayed and I entered in meditation. When I started walking in the meditation towards my imaginary canopy, I heard a metal  sound. I turned and it was Archangel Michael walking  next to me. He was wearing heavy metal armor and also a metal piece that covered his front part of his legs until his knees high. His outfit was  red and yellow. I also  noticed, that I had a crown made of  olive branch. So did Archangel Michael. I remembered that it was the same olive branch Jesus showed me owhile I was praying on September 14.

When I arrived at my inmaginary canopy, I sat down and  I started praying. I was asking the Lord forgiveness on  my disobedience on following his directions and doing his tasks . Then I heard the angels metal sound who was standing outside of my imaginary canopy.   When I opened my eyes, the archangel Michael was knelt down. I turned my head and I saw Jesus standing outside the canopy  bending looking towards me. He had a smirk on his face and his eyes showed so much love that I can’t describe in these lines. Then Jesus said,

“Here I am, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me.” 

I knelt down on the floor with joy in my heart, I gave him  thanks for the love that I felt and also I asked for guidance to a meeting with some people, then who he asked me to go to and he said, “You will be received with open arms, just let the events flow, have faith.”

I said thank you! all my mundane concerns banished and I left very happy.

September 16- “you are under transformation.”

September 16
I closed my eyes to pray and meditate in order to find peace in my mind.  I had many concerns about not obeying Jesus and not completing the tasks he asked me to do.  For some reason in my mind I started to recite part of Psalm 23 that says, “…He leads me beside quiet waters…”
I saw Jesus sitting on a chair floating in the air.  He was wearing a purple heart shaped pendant hanging from a long chain around his neck.  I saw the same image during a previous meditation.  It was when Jesus asked me to do a task, and he warned me to make sure that I went to that place he asked me to go to with a contrite heart.
I saw Jesus sitting, and looking in another direction.  Because he was silent, I started saying a phrase that brings peace to my heart.  I said, “I’m peace.  I’m love.  I’m light,” but even before I said, “I’m light,’ Jesus added, “You are a fountain of light.”
Then, I saw images in the air.  I saw a crown or a part of a crown.  I also saw a crown of thorns like the one that Jesus wore on the cross.
I kept praying and asking the Lord for clarity and strength.  I also asked why so many challenges and changes are required for me.  What about other people?  Don’t they need to change too?  Then Jesus stood up and opened his arms.
  With a smile he changed into a swallowtail butterfly.  It was the same butterfly he showed me during other meditations.  This is also the same type of butterfly that followed me while I was walking in the forest on a weekend.  Then he said, “Because it is you who is under  transformation.
At that moment I felt doubt in my heart, because I didn’t deserve to feel so much love and see Jesus.  Was that even possible?  So I started to recite Psalm 91 for protection.  I knelt down and covered my face with my hands.  I felt like a warm blanket was placed around me, and an immense peace filled my heart.  In the same moment, I knew it was Jesus and I felt ashamed because I doubted.  I uncovered my eyes and turned to see Jesus with a huge wing hugging my whole body.  I said thank you, and I left the meditation.

September 15-” …dressed as white as the snow.”

September 15

I started a prayer and I noticed that archangel Michael was next to me.  I closed my eyes and he said, “The sword of truth will open your paths,” and he handed me a sword.

I waved it in the air playing with it and I in every trace of the sword on the air there was a cut on the air.  It looked like a transparent door with a diamond cut surface, so I put my head through that and the landscape of the meditation behind that door had more vibrant colors and it looked sharper.

I gave the sword back to the Archangel Michael and we resume the walking towards the meditation canopy. As we walked, I saw images in the air I saw a metal roof and for some reason I knew that it was a church; I also saw a man with a Middle-Eastern turban hat on his head, I saw him before many times in previous meditations

As we walked, I heard the archangel’s metal armor making sounds as he walked. He recited a bible verse from Revelations 3:4, “..They will walk with me, dressed as white as a snow, for they are worthy.”

We arrived to the canopy on my meditation and I sat down and I started praying.  while I was praying for people I have on my prayer list I heard the name of a friend as if it was being added to my prayer list.  It was the same  friend’s name that Jesus added to my prayers before. 
I looked up and I saw Jesus standing there.  He signed me  to follow him, so I did.  We sat  on a bench.  He was talking, but I couldn’t understand or remember anything, so I started praying again.  He unrolled a scroll of paper and held it in his hand, It was blank.  In my mind, I asked God for confirmation of this sight or if that person really was Jesus,   I heard Jesus ‘s voice over my shoulder saying, “I am with you.”  Then Jesus said while still holding the paper on his hand, “I am the alpha and the Omega, and I’m preparing place for all of you.”
After receiving confirmation that He was Jesus, I quickly started asking several  questions.  Here some of my questions :
-I asked if family  project idea came from Him,  he confirmed it and he repeated the same idea. 
-I commented that my husband wants to change his line of work and even before I finish with the question Jesus said, “He will work for me” and I saw an image of my husband building a wooded church.
-I asked Jesus why Archangel Michael  wears so many different outfits and  he said, “He goes with me on many errands.”  As I asked many questions so quickly that Jesus placed an olive branch on my head in the shape of a crown. 
-I asked if the time is right  for me to meet with  a pastor to get baptized.   I’ve been very hesitant about join a religion and it was causing  me a lot of stress.  He said, “Calm down, you have to get baptized then and I will guide you.” 
Near the end of the meditation I told Jesus that I was falling behind on posting his messages because I couldn’t find a program  on my new computer then   Jesus said, “Go to the ‘basket’ and you will find it there.”  I thanked him and  i left the meditation.
Later that day, I went to the wastebasket on my computer and I found the program I had been looking for.  I must have somehow deleted the program.

September 14-“I choose you the way you are”

September 14

After several days I was concerned because I didn’t make my commitment to Jesus’ requests.

 I knelt down to pray and give thanks for the beautiful day.  When I closed my eyes,  I saw Jesus sitting in front of me.  He showed me an olive branch and  Archangel Michael was also there holding one in his hand too.

I prayed,   “Forgive me my Lord  I didn’t get baptized yet my happiness had faded because getting baptized in a church/religion might imply to change of who I am.    It would mean having to wear skirts and never wearing the rings that my husband gave me with love.  I feel that I may have to do those changes just to follow the church’s rules. You know dear lord,  that those items haven’t prevented me from respecting you and loving you.  You are the only one I want to obey.  You know my heart and my faith.  I don’t want to please other people’s rules.  I’m sorry that I‘m sad about it.  I will get baptized, I just need time.”

Then Jesus got up from the chair and said, “Calm down,  I choose you of way you already are.

September 11 -” The sword of truth will be your protection”

September 11

I was praying before to go to bed and I saw Archangel Michael next to me, I saw the name of a flower spelled in Spanish , Gardenia. Also, the name of a friend was suggested while I was praying. It was like a phrase in my mind, it was the same friend Jesus suggested in two previous meditation. In addition to my list, I added my friend from yesterday and I saw a diamond placed in each eye of his image plus the one in the heart  that I saw yesterday.

All the sudden I saw a white rocket flying. Then, I saw myself walking and the archangel next to me  and he handed me a basket of  filled with flowers and said, “ take your gifts”  Then I saw the fiery sword  from the other meditations and a voice said, “ the sword of truth will be your protection.”

Finally, when I finished my prayers Jesus voice said, “I’m with you.”

September 10 -” Your word is a lamp to my feet and light to my path.”

September 10

During the night I was sleeping and I  heard again, “Justice will be served.”  Then I heard Jesus’s voice say, Get up and pray, so I did.

In the afternoon I went into meditation and as soon as I closed my eyes I received the bible verse, “Your word is a lamp to my feet, and a light to my path.”  

An angel got closer to me and said, Change your perception about the problem, and you will see the changes.”

I started praying for a close friend so his heart will open to love.   I saw a heart image  with a diamond in the middle.  Then I knew the Lord had been working on him.  I thanked God and I left the meditation.