September 29

I prayed and started meditation because I needed guidance. When I closed my eyes I started to recite psalm 91 quote, ”

Although I hadn’t planned to do that, it was a part of me doing it.   then, I saw Jesus sitting on a bench, and he had big white wings coming out of his back.   At the same time I saw what looked like somebody shoot out an arrow and it was flying through the air to  my left side on the sky.  Also, I saw images of a dog or a cat’s face superimposed on Jesus’ face. I started walking towards my canopy in the mediation.

I noticed that archangel Michael was walking beside me.  I turned to look at him and he was holding a bow in one hand and an arrow in the other.   Also, he was dressed in a colorful, metallic fabric, he was also wearing a black messenger bag that crossed the front of his chest.

Then I heard a song,  it was a hymn with a marching rhythm and we were walking in pace with the song.   When we arrived at my canopy, I sat down on a large yellow pillow and Michael stood outside as usual.  I saw an image of a hibiscus flower floating in the air.  All of a sudden, I saw myself standing in front of Jesus where I saw him before (previous meditation)sitting on the  bench, and he had big wings coming out from his back.   It was the same bench where he sat before during the meditation of September 15.   And  again he was holding a paper scroll, but this time there was some fog that swirled around the air. The fog took  the shape of  a big writing feather. Then Jesus said,  “Write about your life. Write your life experiences, and then look for patterns.”   He had a white glow around him, and it was very bright.

I asked Jesus what I should do because a woman had read his messages and she became obsessed about them.   I didn’t know that she had a mental condition when I shared the messages with her. Jesus answered, “Have the same compassion for people as you do for animals.”    Then he stood up and placed a crown made of holly branches on my head.   I noticed that he placed one on archangel Michael as well.

Jesus sat down and unrolled the paper again saying, “Write about your new life  and the new creature you have become.” I asked him to place a healing touch on my chest, because my heart was having abnormal palpitations then he answered, “The new heart I gave you is working on finding the compassion, forgiveness, peace, and love you are praying for.”

I replied, “Dear Lord, help me to find those feelings, stay with me and guide me.” He smiled with compassion in his eyes for my petition. He tilted his head to the side and said, “I told you, I’m with you. I’m also in your heart.”   When he said that phrase, I physically felt that my heart beat was harder and jumped in my chest.

Jesus added, “Until you find compassion for people with the same mental situation as that woman is, you will be surrounded by them.”  Then, I saw the faces of some friends and acquaintances who I either didn’t share much  time with them or I’ve chosen not to share time with them, because I suspected mental problems.

Then Jesus, moved a large stone in front of me.  Somehow I knew that I would find help in Jesus as the rock of my strength. I told him, “When I’ve showed sympathy for people, I got hurt. What can I do?” Jesus lifted his dress and showed me all of the scars on his back  I was in shock of the scars  and he said, “Just give without expecting anything in return.  You do it sometimes.”

I said, “Thank you,” to him, and I opened my eyes. I was stunned by his wisdom.  When closed my eyes to say thank you then  I saw the image of an apple,  I have seen an apple during previous meditations, but this time, I saw the apple crystal clear. There was a bee flying close to the apple  and I heard the voice of Jesus saying, “Watch for the bees.   Apples attract bees, and bees sting.”

I heard his voice and he said, “help them to heal”, “teach them about what love is and write your positives experiences”