July 31

 

I started the meditation asking what angels were present to go with me in the meditation as usual, then I heard Enmanuel and Raphael.

On my way towards the spot where I usually visualized a nice fog to surround me and protect me, I noticed a nice flower with a long branch was placed in the middle and this  branch hugged me.

I kept walking towards my canopy to rest, I didn’t want to see nor received messages that day my chest still was hurting. One angel pointed  to a nice pillow that was placed on the ground for me to sit. They stood on each side of this canopy. I was breathing in order to calm myself down my scared heart. I noticed my canopy was decorated with flowers.

All the sudden, the angels started to lined on the other side of the canopy and I saw a hand from behind the wooden post. I couldn’t see anyone because of the foliage and trellis , then I saw Jesus bending forward for me to see his face.

 

When I saw his smiling face, I smiled back and said,’ Oh no Lord, I can’t today’, but his inviting smile and eyes were so loving that I couldn’t resist, so I held his hand and he nicely pull me out. He also was wearing working clothing and he looked came like a regular person and with no majesty.

He said, ‘don’t be scared, come with me, I want to show you something’, then I said, ‘ You are Jesus right?’ he answered, ‘ Yes calm down’.

He was so sweet and kept his big smile that I felt safe. He guided me towards the paths I had created previously in my imagination, he didn’t change anything. We were going towards the river. I noticed a transparent bridge was extending up over the river towards a cloud, then I stopped and said, ‘ oh no again, why do you show those things to me? and He answered, ‘because you are my daughter’ – I reply , ’you have more kids why Me?

He smiled and looked up and kept  walking holding a laugh, then he  said, ‘ because you have knowledge’. 

Then I repeatedly said, ‘no, why me ? I don’t feel ok, I m nervous.

he leaned forward and said on  my face and with a big smile, ‘ Why not? come with me’. 

This time he held my hand with his 2 hands and hold it by his chest. At the cloud, he opened the door and  I saw  lots of people from all races writing and scratching their heads,

At the same time he continued,’ Did you see that? you are not the only one receiving messages’ at this point we were walking down the bridge..then he patted my hand and said, ‘Why you? , because you finally , became ,you. All those people you saw they are starting to search about  the meaning of the messages ‘

 

Then, he requested me to contact a distant friend of mine who needs help and I asked,

‘ How do you want me to help her?’, then he said, ‘Do what you do(he moved his fingers on the air) then, she will talk to you, then , you will know what to do, I told you-he continued, “ that I will be with you in every session’. 

 

I said to him that I can’t remember what he said to me in previous meditations, then he said, ‘Don’t worry, you will remember when the time is right’. I also asked, where should I moved with my family and he put in my mind an image that resembles ‘Kentucky’, I started complaining right away and he started laughing and looked at my face and said, ‘maybe I need you there’. 

 

Finally, at the canopy, he held my two hands and smiled as he knew what I was about to ask, then I started saying, ‘ Jesus, my chest hurts and….”  He lifted a hand on front of me and I dont remember anything else, only that my chest got released of the pressure and I sleep that night.

 

Since then, I’m no longer feel so scared and I don’t experience heart palpitations again. My heart got warm while typing his messages.